Written - ON WRITING AND RUNNING

Sorry I haven't written lately
But things have not been going greatly
I excel at miscommunicately
At times I feel so lost
I regress to my own oblivious ways
I'm drowning in a selfish haze
Trapped in a cerebellic maze
At times I feel so lost
My brain is gradually disappearing
Thoughts and facts are not adhering
A little dash of ego smearing
At times I feel so lost
My confidence is off the rails
I'm overlooking many details
One too many molotov cocktails
At times I feel so lost
I'm worn down by trying to forget
Just bankrupt in emotional debt
I feel buried by my own regret
At times I feel so lost
My memories are in decline
Vanishing over the borderline
I'm trying to avoid my asinine
At times I feel so lost