Tired Refrain - ON WRITING AND RUNNING

I know it is a tired refrain
but I wish that I could end the pain
inside my brain
because I no longer care
about what's right or fair
or breathing air.
I find that I'm always in the wrong
same ol' song
don't belong.
I'm passive aggressive
Well, based on my lack of fitness,
I guess I'm massive aggressive.
I feel like I'm drowning in incompetence
I lack all confidence
and the consequence
is that I only care about the end of time.
I'm definitely going downhill
and it's a bitter pill
to swallow
while I wallow
in my own regret