Slowdown - ON WRITING AND RUNNING

I've noticed a slowdown
In cranial activity
The result is an increase
In erratic proclivity
In absent hearts
And brain farts
Blank stares
And missing hair
Whatever ambition
Has been compromised
With the passage of time
And the subtle demise
Of conceptual thinking
And worrisome drinking
Of muddled perceptions
And wrong misconceptions
I sit here in silence
In the dark before dawn
Wondering how
I can ever move on
Moments of tension
With no comprehension
Illogical weakness
A future of bleakness
The ultimate find is that there's
No mandate for sanity
Money is power
Turn your back on humanity
Simplistic fate
No time to wait
Darkness remains
Break through the shame