Incivility - ON WRITING AND RUNNING

I dislike incivility or its underlying bigotry
that generates hostility to any overall humanity
while I lack the creativity to talk with some coherency
I occasionally write some verses that dabble in monotony
I have an annoying tendency to ignore my dwindling sanity
but excel at talking glibly about some suicidal imagery
I'm feeling rather panicky about my fleeting sense of empathy
my brain is battling entropy because of its eroding density
I've been sleeping so erratically that I find I'm acting illogically
I'm yearning for a remedy to provide me with some clarity
I'd love to revel in integrity, but have a smart-ass tendency
I regret my irresponsibility, please accept my humble apology