Callously, Cluelessly - ON WRITING AND RUNNING

Callously, cluelessly crawl into bed
Listening to voices swirl 'round in my head
Over indulgence of vodka and gin
Taking my body out for a spin
Deeply regretting the energetic boozing
The body's upset by the liver abusing
Hope for redemption with each ample libation
My brain is awash in the intoxication
Remnants of liquor swizzle 'round in my mind
Hope for sobriety has been left far behind
Patiently waiting for the bed to stop whirling
Just trying to prevent my stomach from hurling
Not enough coffee to help me dry out
Just left with the essence of drunken self doubt
Callously, cluelessly crawl back to bed
While visions of sugar plums dance in my head